The Power Of Growing

I got into my mind today my past. All the decisions I made brought me exactly to this present moment. Maybe if I did one thing different way, I would be on completely different place. And the same is happening now. Every decision I’m making is creating my future. I want to be fully responsible and conscious about my decisions just for that reason.

I can talk about example from my past that came into my mind. I’ve been studying IT for 3 years. Why did I study IT? Because I did not know what to do. I never thought that I could be artist. My family was taking the degree very seriously and they also wanted me to have some proper job, that will give me a lot of money. And I sticked to that plan. Until I went to an exchange program to Greece where I realized that I’ve been just surviving these three years in some automatic mode.

And I decided 6 months before my graduation to quit. And what do you think happened? Everybody thought I’m mad. And my family was so upset with me. I went through hell. I got so much hatred from so many people. But I just couldn’t continue something that didn’t make sense to me anymore. For what? For the degree? What is degree? Piece of paper… So this piece of paper vs. my life.

And my life became so exciting if I compare it to the previous three years. I travelled so many countries. If I stayed on uni to finish my degree, I would not be able to do that, because I would get stucked in my country, because of the lockdown. But instead of that I got stucked in New Zealand. That’s a good place to spend your lockdown, trust me. I was in volunteer yoga center for 9 months and I did not have to work like a slave. I could do my art, meet amazing people, play music every day, have interesting conversation, dance, do yoga, stay in nature.

What I want to say is we should really trust the universe, we should believe in ourselves and do what we feel is the best, even if everyone else is against us, because it will bring us to places we cannot even imagine. I’m grateful for every day. I’m happy for everyone I met in my life and everythig that happened to me. I keep myself open and I listen to my hearth, because I cannot fight with myself anymore. And if you make that decision to follow your hearth as well, I promise there is abunDance for all of us ❤

I tried to print a tapestry of this artwork and it looks pretty good! If you’d like to order one, you can send me message to my Etsy.