NORMAN PAIN – Sindhu Sesh (2024)

Norman Pain (also known as Ball-Head) is an experimental British rapper, singer, and songwriter from Liverpool, England.

Pain is a member of the British hip-hop group The Snooker Team. He gained widespread acclaim for his collaborations with Pete & Bas on the songs “Windowframe Cypher” and “Golf.”

Following success with The Snooker Crew, Pain embarked on a solo career. On February 25, 2021, he released his debut single, “Trapped,” an emotional ballad on which he reflects on the mental torment he endures and subsequent drug abuse. Vicious, visceral, staggeringly, and heartbreakingly beautiful, Pain’s performance is disturbing, brutal, and breathtaking. His portrayal of brokenness, fear, and despair is nothing short of a masterpiece.

[Verse 1] Right, ha, huh Been down and out for the longest time Sipping on bottles of Frosty Jack Hanging up off of the curbside Picking up pennies and smoking crack What do you know about being homeless? Hopeless, broken and broke and fat What do you know about being nervous Worthless, ruthless and holding back? Bit my tongue Lit another spliff when the shift gets done, twisted one Darkest thoughts haunting me All of the pain that I’ve caused Ghost in the shell Broken in hoping they throw me in jail Blood in the ring when they’rе ringing the bell Sadako clawing my way out the wеll Well well Back from the dead Ripping out the plug in the back of me bald head Chip another rock and I whack it before bed Never want to stop but I want it to all end Can never get enough and I suffer from demons Telling me to cut and deliver a warning Feeling like I’m severed, I’m lost and mourning Hearing my kids cries at night, they’re calling Right You might also like Sindhu Sesh Patrick Karneigh Junior Sindhu Sesh Pete & Bas Sonnet Norman Pain [Chorus] What you gonna do when the big bad wolf comes knocking at your door, huh? Tell me that Didn’t even care for the money no more Rack it up, then blow it on crack (Better count them stacks) Notes wrapped up tight in a tube like shape when I sniff those packs What do you really know about losing everything that you have and then making it back?

[Verse 2] Slit my wrists, cut my veins Drain my blood, drown my shame Grab that shotgun, cock that back Aim it at my head top, fuck my brain (Fuck my brain) I don’t wanna feel love, I don’t wanna be loved I just wanna feel pain (I just wanna feel pain) I don’t wanna feel joy, I don’t wanna feel trust Just make me pay Racking up fines Black leather trench coat covered in shite Back to the friend zone every night And I cannot get a woman despite how I try No replies “How was your day?” Just fine “How is your life?” Just fine “Are you okay?” I’m fine I”ll be okay just give it some time Yes I know what I’ve done to deserve this I’m guilty, accepted I’m living with curses I’s stealing and begging, my soul needed purging Resurfaced, I’m back on the throne with a purpose And God only knows it’s the loneliest road when you’re out on your own And there’s no one to hold Tell me who gives a fuck No you can’t let it show ‘Cause the world doesn’t care for a man all alone [Chorus] What you gonna do when the big bad wolf comes knocking at your door, huh? Tell me that Didn’t even care for my life Now I’m right back home on the family patch Bore my torch as I walk down a long dark winding path What you really know about losing everything that you have and then making it back?