A Deeper Love Inside Chapter 19-22

                                                          Chapter 22 In a journal entry to Winter, Porsche describes riding a bike and crashing. She wakes up (in a tree house) to the sounds of a guy and his girl having sex. The guy is a drummer who Porsche dances to later. This  guy also makes wigs and sells hair. She is there for about 3 days.     Porsche also has journal entries for her sisters, mom, and her dad. In the one to her father, she contemplating suicide, but admits that she isn’t sure if she can go through with it.

                                                          Chapter 21 NanaAnna takes Porsche to Onata’s house for a bbq. Onata’s big home reminds Porsche of her big home in Long Island. Onata’s family thinks Porsche looks like Onata’s deceased older sister. This sister died with NanaAnna’s daughter in a car accident; NanaAnna’s husband was drunk.

                                                           Chapter 20 Instead of picking berries with older women, the field is filled with children. After berry picking that day, NanaAnna instructs Porsche to cook again. Two children from the field join them. They happen to be NanaAnna’s niece and nephew. Her niece, Onata, wants to be Porsche’s friend and invites her to go swimming. Porsche and Ivory take on names to further their protection, Porsche choses Ivory.

                                                                  Chapter 19 Porsche meets with Riot. Riot tells her that she’s leaving the reservation for a few hours to work on somethings. Porsche goes to her room and finally opens the gift NanaAnna gave her the day before. In the bag there are notebooks. NanaAnna explains that  journals became important to her after the death of her daughter because she longed to read her daughter’s thoughts.